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      <title>Kenz-</title>
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      <pubDate>Sun, 12 Apr 2009 02:58:14 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&lt;span style=&quot;font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;&quot;Take a breather. Take a moment. Take a bow. Because that is magnificent.&quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Familiar? Yeah, the words uttered by Sky Sports commentator Andy Gray during Manchester United's 3-2 comeback win against Aston Villa.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Goal scorer? Federico Macheda.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*pause*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;&quot;Who the heck is that?&quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's disappointing to see that fans of football are ignorant and have no real passion for the club. I mean, if you pay attention to the club and you are passionate about it, you would have felt extremely relieved and blissed that this kid scored but on top of all that, you should at least know WHO HE IS.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's really sad to see that ALMOST 95% - 99% of the people (including Manchester United fans) never even heard of this 17 year old starlet before. That includes you Gary Neville.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;This kid plays for the Italian under-17 national team. He was also included in the Champions League squad after the group phase has ended. Obviously there is something about him. I mean you don't score 19 goals in the reserve league for nothing right? Which was why he was even placed on the bench for the match against Aston Villa.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;To be honest, I've only heard of him a couple of times before that, but at least I had a clue of who he is when he came on against Villa. I'm more familiar with the likes of Manucho, Danny Welbeck, Darron Gibson, Lee Martin and Eckersley (I think that's how you spell his name). Yeah, Manucho is on loan to Hull at the moment, but he's already 24-25? So yeah, unlikely to be a star at the Theatre of Dreams, but nonetheless, noticable. The likes of Gibson, Martin and Eckersley on the other hand are all home grown players and doing okay in cup competitions when put to the sword, so props to them.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Anyways, more to recent signings. Note down these names. Zoran Tosic, Adam Ljajic and Filip Djuricic. Three Serbians. Three captivating individuals, especially Tosic and Ljacic. Tosic is dubbed the next Giggs, hard to live up to it, but he has a hell of a left foot. He can dribble and do some Ronaldo cross-overs too! Haha. Ljacic is back on loan at Partizan, but he is a confirmed signing. He's like a Torres, but less pace I guess. Djuricic meanwhile is on trial or some sort, but most probably will sign in the near future. He was even at the stands with Mourinho when Man Utd played Chelsea. He is the heart of Serbia's under-17 national team. Some weird scouting Man Utd's got in Serbia. ;/&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I think Possebon and the Da Silva twins will be the future stars of Man Utd though. There's just a flair about them, especially Possebon, I like his passing. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;They are after all Brazilians, so no surprise there I guess.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Finally, want to be a better fan? Play some footie games, managerial ones, develop your team. That's how you know the entire team, from youth to senior level, and that is passion for football.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*unpause*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Well, he did it again against Sunderland. Let's see where this kid lands at the end of the season shall we? ;)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*Everybody here is feelin' your vibe,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;Eyes glued, hands up 'cause you're doin' it right.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;
 
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      <pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2009 06:26:34 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>Sorry for the lack of updates on the stuff I did in high school post, kinda lazy. Meh. ;O&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Life has been okay for the past couple of days, I guess. I think I'm not too good a person in judging myself, as well as looking myself in the mirror and see myself as the person that I am now. But I don't think I've ever judged/perceived someone wrongly, and yeah, I guess I know now that I haven't lost that touch.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I always feel out of character sometimes, out of place, like I'm not supposed to be here. I used to hate the people that I've seen in these situations, only to know that I'm actually in that situation myself. So, do I hate me? In the end, it all comes down to letting go. Well, almost everything involves letting go I guess.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I've been addicted to movies that keep screening on Astro lately. Right now, possibly is Definitely, Maybe. It's a cool show, and I think the little girl is damn cute asking all the weird questions and making a list as to eliminating the girls her dad previously dated to find out which one is her mother.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Maybe everything happens for a reason, even when it involves love and relationships. Or maybe everything that happens actually builds around love and relationships. Who am I to judge? I can't even judge myself. I guess I'll find out in 3 months time.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*I want you, but I want you to understand.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;
 
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      <pubDate>Thu, 02 Apr 2009 16:28:52 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>I'm bitterly confused with everything in my life right now. I don't know where to start, and I don't know where or how it ends. My mind tells me one thing, but my heart tells me another. Contradictory has not been a foreign feeling to me. In fact, I'm full of it.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Sacrifices are always tough to make, especially when it involves people. You'll think you've outgrown some of them, but no matter how much you think you do, you just never do. People are still people, people change.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's hard focusing on what you want things to be like, coz' the more you do that, the more you lose sight of who you really are. It's like the tighter you grip something, the more you're letting it slip away.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Perception is also an imperative factor in making sacrificial decisions. Sometimes you get blurred&amp;nbsp; by what you think you see, but in fact things are not as what they seem. Sometimes you just see what you want to see, and you ignore the rest without realising that the rest is happening right in your face and the inevitable cannot be stopped.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's good to know sometimes that you're very sure of what you want, and you're ready to sacrifice what you have to get it. But sometimes people make things difficult, people influence decisions, people leave impressions, people give you perceptions, people make you think, people make you decide; whether or not you are willing to sacrifice.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I think I've done tremendously well in dealing with sacrificial decisions when I'm put to the sword. I handle them with composure and with assurance that I know what I'm doing. But sometimes, when too many people get involved, when too many perceptions are given to you, too many thoughts that is playing in your mind and too many wrong impressions that you receive from what you hear, from what you see, from what you read, from what you know, from what you felt, from what you thought, and from what you believed, makes it a tad bit more difficult in deciding.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Society has been driven with a lot of hatred. Most of which are transmuted into little descendants which makes it difficult to relate to hatred. People feel lost, confused and isolated. We all do our best to fit in, but is fitting in good enough? We all want to look cool, we all want to be looked up to, we all want to be in the crowd, we all want to be in, we all want to be hip, we all want to be popular, we all want to be liked, we all want to be funny, we all want to be other people. Question is, who are you?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I know what I want in life, and I'm not afraid to defend it, to stand up to it, and to believe in it. I don't care what the world has to say to me, because the world can think all they want about me. Some call me a snobbish arrogant rich kid, for not liking the lesser things in life and for not really associating myself with other people. I don't care. Because that is who I am, I don't find talking to people I barely know and I&amp;nbsp; barely will know for a long term or people who annoy the crap out of me &quot;fun&quot;, &quot;cool&quot;, &quot;makes me feel in&quot;, &quot;makes me part of the gang&quot;. It's just plain retarded.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Society has evolved, into a bunch of stupid, ignorant bunch of fools who have no dignity, no self-respect, no respect for others, no disciplines, no principles, no morality, no meaning to life. People now get wasted going clubbing, just to get a shot at getting drunk because clubbing is like OMGWTFDAMNCOOLYOUDONTGOYOUDAMNSUX, and then in the midst of thinking of that, people think that getting laid after that is something to be proud of. Yes, call me a guy who is prejudice towards clubbing and what sort, that's your opinion. I'm rightful to mine. People now have no respect for other people's privacy, as well as having no self-respect for themselves. Take for instance the paparazzi, lifeless bunch of people. Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes must be cracking themselves earning somewhat $5-$10million for just selling photos of their baby girl, Suri. Self-respect is somewhat different, people now find it &quot;nothing wrong&quot; to be hitting on someone with a girlfriend who is perfectly happy with her boyfriend. Yeah, they are not married I know, but hey, being in a relationship itself is a commitment. Marriage is also a commitment. Difference is, marriage is just documented. I mean c'mon, do you need documents to prove that you really love a person? Rubbish. Yes, that is society.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I hate people who likes to be damn close to other people in a failed attempt to hit on someone. Yeah, now they get close to you, then later when they found someone new, you'll never hear about the person again. Flirting is a very dangerous game, but it has grown into society and spreaded like wildfire that people find flirting rather fun nowadays. I hate the world I am living in right now to be honest, everyone is a hypocrite, everyone cannot be trusted, everyone is wearing a mask, everyone is dead.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Sometimes in life when you've seen almost everything, life doesn't stop surprising you. I've seen one surprises too many, I've had enough. I'm content with what I have now and I wouldn't change a thing. However, people change, life changes, society changes. How does that affect me? Not one single bit, I don't ride the wave, I don't sit back and let other people drive my car for me, I'm not someone I'm not, I am me. I have my ground, I'm unique, I'm special, and I don't care if the whole world doesn't speak to me, ignores me, doesn't give a damn about me, I don't care, because at the end of the day, it is who you are that defines you as a person in this world. You've got one shot at life, make nice with yourself, the people that you truly care about, because at the end of the day, that's all you really have.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;If I had one wish, I'd wish I'd be living in the medieval times. I know I mention that a lot, but yeah, I'd give anything to be living in that time of the world. Because that is when sad is sad, happy is happy, love is love, and where society still has its dignity, self-respect, morality, and are courteous.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I hate the world, which is why I don't come out of my shell too often. I really don't know what to believe in right now, my heart, or my mind.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*Nobody knows it but me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;
 
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      <pubDate>Sat, 28 Mar 2009 15:35:57 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>
 High school is almost to say, great and some crazy years of my life. It's been nothing less than extremely interesting (yes, take note of extremely okay), extremely crazy and damn over the top, rowdy, insane, pretty much mixing every single extreme thing together, yeah that's my high school life. ;O&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So yeah, here's basically most of the stuff I did during high school, as in the weird weird stuff and not-so-normal stuff (if I miss out on any, do inform me):&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;In form one during this science lab experiment, you know, where you had to heat up potassium iodide or something to produce purple smoke. So yeah, one of my friends did that and the smoke was like damn thick and can't be stopped so I told him to straight rinse it with water. Next thing you know, the test tube straight away broke. ;O&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;In form two, me and Jonathan were playing handphones in class and we were like laughing like hell during science class. So Alvin decided to stop us and told us to keep quiet coz' teacher was looking at us already. We ignored Alvin and continued so he tried to tell us again. All of a sudden, &quot;Kamu!&quot;. Me and Jonathan were like shit, he caught us playing. Then, &quot;Yang pakai cermin mata itu. Dari tadi saya nampak kamu cakap.&quot; Alvin had to take the blame, unfortunately. Luckily the teacher sux, so he can't do anything.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;In form two, me and Jonathan were like damn no-brain and decided that playing with liquid paper is fun. So we drew on the entire table until those tables had to be put aside and can't be used by the class. And one time when Jonathan went to send his book back or something, I made a liquid bubble on his seat. He didn't know, so he ended up sitting on it. And until form five, that liquid paper stain is still on his pants. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Hmm, also in form two, me and Jonathan decided that locking people in the class is fun. Coz' we had like relief classes at the concourse, so then there will always be one or two nerds in the class studying and not wanting to go. So they will only go around the last 5minutes to take their attendance, so we will put two to three benches on the doors to hold it so it stays closed. So those guys can't get out of the class to take their attendance.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Also in form two, me and Jonathan met this sick Malay guy whose name is Akmal. He is damn bloody tall like six feet, and he enters the toilet yelling, &quot;Nia nia nia!&quot;. Hahaha. Yeah, so then me and Jonathan were like mocking him all the time. The guy is twisted, he ripped off a public phone cover and pasted it on his pencil casing. Anyways, so this guy had a scholarship for some Malay thingy that was announced, he didn't wanna go up to take it. Me and Jon were like asking him to go, and he thought that we were both making fun of him so he didn't go. That was the start. Later on the fella skipped class to go play rugby, so as he was walking back, I shouted, &quot;Akmal ponteng class!&quot;. Then, I hid. Jon went out to look so he thought Jon shouted. Then he pointed at Jon. So later on, Jon bumped into him on the way to class. He and his bunch of friends surrounded Jon and said, &quot;Nak pukul ke tak nak?&quot;. Jon ran for his life. Hahaha. Luckily nothing happened and eventually we were okay with him.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah, then you know that science teacher I mentioned earlier. He is damn annoying, he claims himself to be the best coach in sports. Rubbish fella. So since Jon was in the athletics team, he had the teacher's number. So in class, we kept miss calling his phone. He keeps his phone in this pouch, so whenever he opens the pouch, we stop the call. So he was like, &quot;Siapa ini ah. Asyik-asyik main miss call. Sorry ah class, saya call dulu.&quot; So he will step out of class to call back but we won't answer. Haha. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then there was this one time in BM class, where the teacher was reading a rencana to us. So we had to copy it. So the teacher started off the rencana with &quot;Tan Ah Fook&quot;. Me and Jon laughed the hell out of ourselves during the class that we didn't even copy a single thing. After finishing, the teacher was like, &quot;Ini dua entah buat apa. Dari tadi ketawa-ketawa saja. Entah ada salin ke tak ada.&quot; Anyways, it was BM class so we didn't have to hand in a thing at all so we don't do her work. Jon went on to call himself Jonathan Tan Ah Fook.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then there was this time when we went to library after playing basketball before school started. Coz' the library had air-cond and we were sweating buckets so we wanted to chill. So we entered the library and we put stupid names on the library log. Jon went to put Tan Ah Fook, I wrote Leong, I forgot about the others, but we all wrote short names. So the teacher came and check the logs and was damn bloody pissed that we were playing a fool with it so she asked who are these people. We went to hide among the shelves while she was trying to find us. In the end we waited for her to walk along the aisles, and we left. ;O&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then since Jon and I were prefects, we abused every single authority we had. Like how we were supposed to be on duty, we would be inside one of the classes lazing around or purposely running up to the rooftop to skip duties. So yeah, our class had&amp;nbsp; these two Indian dudes who carry the exact same bag to school. So whenever it is recess, me and Jon would switch their stuff inside their bags, we would put half of one into the other, and the other half into another. We kept switching until we ourselves lost track of whose bag is whose. In the end, one of them had to carry another bag to school. Haha.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then there was the time me and Jon kept accumulating plastic mineral water bottles from the canteen (those that we drank already), then we would fill them up with water and then twist the bottles into damn weird shapes and then store them into people's bags. Hahaha. It was hillarious looking at our classmates' reactions. We also decided to nab people's bottles and tombstone it to the ground (smashing the bottle with full force). I remembered we broke Alvin's bottle. We laughed like hell coz' when we smashed it to the ground, the whole bottle straight away exploded. Hahaha. Then after a couple of weeks, the headmaster decided to ban plastic mineral water bottles. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah, then there's always these kinda class parties and celebrations during form two. That's coz' my school turned 100 years old, so yeah, every little thing turns into a class celebration. So there's always going to be people bringing food for the class and all. So being a brat, Jon always played with the food. Yeah, somehow he got me involved in it too. We smuggled two 1L soft drinks out of the three for ourselves, so the class is left to one. We also played with Tay's apples, okay more like Jon threw them straight into the rubbish bin. And Jon also went to insult Selvaraja's roti canai till the whole class didn't wanna eat it. Pure evil man. Haha. ;O&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then being the prefects we were again, we were never satisfied with our head coz' he was always shooting us for not doing duties, slacking on duties, causing trouble, etc etc. So we went on to complain to the teacher advisor and so forth as to how the head and his assistant were like damn bossy and damn no class etc etc (which wasn't really the case la, he was just prejudice towards us coz' he can't do what we can so that's why we damn hate him), mainly the deputy la, coz' he sucked and totally backstabbed me to steal the deputy post from me by telling the teacher i suck wtf. So ended up we had this democracy period for 3 months where there was no head or deputy. Hahaha. After that, the head was given back his post but we had no deputy head. Yays. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then come form three, me and Jon were no longer prefects, and the senior prefectorial board didn't want to accept us as probationary prefects for a damn wtf noob reason which is we had too many activities involved in other than prefects. Damn stupid. So yeah, in form three, me and Alvin were part of the drama team. So basically the first few months i was inactive for a moment. But in class of course I still was a damn lunatic la. Haha. So yeah, me and Jon at the start of the year kept messing around with the new teachers and we were like damn dysfunctional messing with Alvin's pencil case by hiding it here and there. Haha.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So yeah, when the time came to start our nonsense we didn't hesitate. We kept messing around with the probationary prefects you know, causing them havoc and such till they had to call the form fours to handle our recess time. Then during the CNY celebrations, everyone was given an orange. So during recess, we sneaked into our class (again, creating more havoc for the prefects) and took everyone's oranges and splatted them on the fan while it was moving. Damn cool okay. When the break ended, everyone came back and was like damn stoned coz' their tables were sticky and all. Hahaha. ;O&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then there was this time where we needed to pass up our science book for grading. So Jon and me, being the culprits of initiating the don't-do-homework-group, didn't do our work again. So we skipped a couple of classes to do it, so when it was time to pass up, I forgot that I scribbled Jon's book with something like &quot;Science sucks&quot; I think, either that or the teacher sucks la. So ended up Jon got deducted half of the marks, which was 10, so he got 5 or something. Hahaha. He was damn pissed, but yeah, we were both crazy, so wth right.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Me and Jon then had an addiction to destroying tables (I guess this is where everything started, haha), so we ended up trying to make a hole in the middle of the table. How? By using a stick we found and kept on smashing the center. Haha. In the end, we only successfully made a hole in one of them. So sad, took so much effort though. But yeah, we ended up liquid paper-ing the whole table and left it behind our class. Haha.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So then during Geography class, our teacher's name was TGL. So somehow Lai decided to name her The Green Lantern. She was also the basketball teacher advisor, so yeah, me and Jonathan would never do her work at all. She got pretty damn fed up till she ignored me and Jon for like half of the year or something. Coz' we'd be laughing in Geography class, and she caught us playing handphones and we didn't do any of her work as well. So we got kinda fed up with this, and we decided to ignore her back too. So we don't bother what's she teaching and we purposely continued our nonsensical behaviour till she got damn bloody pissed with us. So at the end, we were all like mind-your-own-business-mode with her just teaching the rest of the class and left us to do our own stuff. She didn't even want to accept our Geography books later on in the year when we handed them in. Hahaha.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Okays, that's all for now. More later on, ciaoz. ;)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;     
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      <pubDate>Fri, 27 Mar 2009 15:29:23 GMT</pubDate>
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 Life hasn't been treating me good lately. Well, probably it's a sign you know. Everything happens for a reason after all, and I haven't been proven wrong of that so far.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Life is fair, though sometimes what the heart wants is not what the heart can get. But maybe it could be a good thing, in ways that I haven't really discovered yet though.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;The world is not really in touch with reality, humans losing their respective rights of being humans for the sake of objects that defeats the purpose of having moral values in this world.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;At least there are some people which live by that, and at least understand that it doesn't matter what you bring to the table, it's what you leave the table with that is most important. Some people don't, they think they are hell of a good so they decide that no matter how much or how close you were to be able to bring something to the table, it wouldn't matter, because you just did not meet that requirement. Hence, you suck, hence you don't deserve to come to the fore, hence you just aren't good enough.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Rome isn't built in one day. And if I remember correctly, ALL ROADS LEAD TO ROME. Bitches.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I'm a perfectionist and I think it's getting the better of me in so many things. I want every tinsy bit of everything to be perfect, I want everyone to be perfect, everything to go as planned, everything to fall in place nicely, everything to be how I want it to be, everything perfect, everything according to me. I guess I'm living in my own fantasy world. I talk to myself, I talk to my soft toys, I already have plans of my own for everything and everyone. I guess perfection doesn't turn out to be how you wanted it to be, perfection is failure, perfection is madness, perfection is... imperfect.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*There's never a wish better than this, when you've only got a hundred years to live.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;     
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      <pubDate>Tue, 24 Mar 2009 12:28:14 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>I guess for the first time in life, I got unlucky. Or is this something else?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*You know the world can see us in a way that's different than who we are,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;Creating space between us, till we're seperate hearts.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;
 
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      <pubDate>Mon, 23 Mar 2009 12:07:51 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>I'm in love with late night movies lately. I've been sleeping earliest at 6am these days. I've watched Sweeney Todd well over 4 times now, and I still wanna watch it again. The songs are that catchy, it's nice. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Watched Juno yesterday, I think it's really cool. You know, burger phone, small town country, down-to-earth teenage girl getting pregnant with a nerd-like-jock as well as her parents being so cool about it. Yeah, cool movie. ;)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I've been watching shows that I haven't even heard of you know, it's just weird. But I don't know why I just get glued onto the television and keep on going.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Sports doesn't really interest me anymore, especially with Man U having a down-time. Thank goodness for the international break. ;O&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I feel like watching Juno again now, as well as Sweeney Todd, and also National Treasure. Hmm, Nicholas Cage's movies always interest me for some particular reason. No, I am not crazy over him like a fangirl. I just think his movies are really cool you know, National Treasure, Next, Ghost Rider. Though Ghost Rider is pretty boring and the fights only lasts like less than 2 minutes?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;My Internet is finally fixed, after 5 friggin' days. Pathetic &lt;strike&gt;Tolong Melayu&lt;/strike&gt; TM Net.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I'll blog about the stuff I mentioned on the next post, right now I'm just glad I'm able to surf the net again. D;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*There's a hole in the world like a great black pit,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;And it's filled with people who are filled with shit,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;And the vermin of the world inhabit it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;
 
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      <pubDate>Mon, 16 Mar 2009 11:09:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>It's fun listening to old songs again. You know, songs like &lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;What's Left of Me&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;True&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;How to Save A Life&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;Right Where You Want Me&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;Wherever You Will Go&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;Wait For You&lt;/span&gt;, etc etc. It's like they're so out that they're in you know. Haha.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's nice, coz' it feels like you're listening to it for the first time again. And then you get addicted to it, and then you get sick of it, and then the cycle begins again. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Okay, damn random, but yeah. It's my blog! Rawr.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I shall blog about the crazy stuff I did in high school next time. That should be a good laugh. ;O&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Now, it's time to dive into nasi lemak and television. Ciao.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*Baby why can't we just, just start over again,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;Get it back to the way it was.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;
 
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      <pubDate>Sun, 15 Mar 2009 10:23:39 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>14th of March, 14th home game of the season, losing to a score line of 1-4. Pfft. Nonsensical. But still, a 4 point gap at the top of the league. Things aren't too bad after all. Looks like Ronaldo's run of 48 games scored at Old Trafford ending up in 48 wins has come to an end. D;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I think I might be the only lifeless person out there. You know, who rather enjoys sitting at home, bumming around, just doing nothing but eat, sleep, watch tv, read blogs, check up on DotA forums, and well, back to the same routine again. Yeah yeah, I know my life is damn dull, so what, sue me. ;P&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Everyone out there is prolly having fun doing other things like going to college/uni/school, meeting up with friends, getting busy with their scheduled lives, meeting new people, sharing laughs, doing something stupid, doing something nice and memorable, enjoying the party or having a ball at some gathering/meeting, learning new things, experiencing new stuff, taking on new strides, yeah yeah, you get the point. How come I'm not like everyone else? I myself don't know. Perhaps I haven't opened up to life like how everyone does, perhaps I don't want to, perhaps I enjoy living as mentioned as above, perhaps I don't know why.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's difficult to find people that compliments you in many ways, people that understands, people that knows exactly what you're feeling and what you're going through, people that doesn't give a damn about what you say or do, people who have the same likings as you do, people who don't judge you, people who cares about what you have to say and think, people who sets you apart from everyone else as a distinct individual. Well, that's one fact of life which has gone and proven me wrong not once, but countless times. I damn hell wish I could prove that fact wrong, but I can't. Neither can you, you, you, or you prove it wrong. Okay, yeah, chances are it's one in a million. So you get the point.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Sorry for the lengthy paragraphs. I'll try to keep it short from now aites. I know how people hate reading. Like me, I don't approve of reading unless it's something that interests me. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I talk to myself, or rather in my head, a lot everyday. It's therapeutic, keeps me sane somehow. My brain is always active somehow, at least goes to show that I work my brain a lot, as it is always thinking. It's like I'll just stare at the wall, and then how my thinking can jump from something weird to a football pitch and then to Manchester United and then to England and then to overseas distance and then to how far I am from my girlfriend to etc etc. All in a matter of like, few seconds? ;/&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I feel like writing another song, it feels like the right moment to write a song. The words keep playing in my head but I can't just figure a tune out. I know I ain't good at singing, but I am good with lyrics okay. ;O&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I think this 6 month break will do me some good, helps me reassess everything that I've done and how I've lived my life. It just gets me thinking sometimes, what do I want for myself? It's really tough carrying the weight of so many possibilities as you do not know how each one will turn out to be. It sucks as you can't get your head straight because you don't know which one will turn out to be the best. Bummer isn't it?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I wish I can just wind the clock back to 12 months back, because I don't think there will ever be another 2008 in my life.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I like Blogdrive posts, looks more organized you know. And the font (I think it's Verdana) is neat too. Okay, so I'm quite fussy about arrangements, and a perfectionist at times, but can you blame me? I guess being a perfectionist isn't a good thing in relationships you know, so I've gotta try to get that off of me.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I'm prolly gonna head to dinner now with my parents. So toodles, and hopefully I'll update some time soon? Whatever. Ciao. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*Singin' dollar, dollar bill y'all.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;
 
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      <pubDate>Thu, 05 Mar 2009 16:57:43 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>Okay, so the thought of how absurd it is to finish a bachelor course in 5-6 years started kicking in and yeah, I won't be going for such a lengthy course after some considerable thinking.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I'm aiming for a single degree now, but I'll be going for my masters straight after. At most it's gonna take me 4 years. So yeah, I'm still going to be 23, and still young! ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;25 and above, and you're old. So yeah, 23 still makes me young. Yay. ;D&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Right now I'm only prioritising the G8 universities in Australia. For those of you who doesn't know what it is, go Google it up. It's something like the Ivy League in the States, just that this is down south.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's only been 10 days, but hopefully things will be better.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;The girlfriend has started her course, so everything seems to be falling into place right now. If all goes well, then... I shall leave that for another time. ;)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I'm hungry right now. So I shall go down and satisfy my cravings for delicious food before I get a gastric. I know, I'm already fat. Bye.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;*Everybody's looking for what we found, some wait their whole life and it never comes around.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;
 
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