Don't know if there's anyone reading, but anyone noticed I changed my Facebook quotations to House quotations? Cool eh. ;D
But it's only a few ones I got, coz' I haven't wactched seasons 2-4. Sniffles.
Life has been fairly simple, and to be honest, I've growned used to living here already. Even if it's only a month or so into it, I feel like I'm home.
I love the weather. I love the short walks I take to go to uni, very therapeutic I tell you. Lectures have been okay, much easier to concentrate when you don't have annoying people talking to you or talking beside you. Tutes have been productive. Studies have been quite okay, think I'm getting a grip on it.
Procrastination still there (did my management assignment in the final 7 hours before handing it in, woke up at 4am and finished up at 10am) as well, at least reminding me that I am still that lazy bugger who loves finishing his work just in time but not with time.
I can't say I really miss things back at Malaysia, prolly coz' it's been quite easy for me to adapt to the place here. Maybe because I'm emotionally detached, I don't know.
I kinda like it here, maybe because I like living like that. A little detached from the world, not giving a crap about other people, doing what I wanna do. Fine, I like alienating people, unless people I'm close to and that I can get along with. I hate outsiders, I hate meeting new people, I can't trust people just like that. It's all too fake, it's all too sudden, do you think people are actually like that when you meet them?
No. People are crap, life is crap, it's ugly, it's nonsensical, but that's the way it is. You can't expect people to be exactly how they're supposed to be when you meet them for the rest of your life.
If you think that they are, then well think again, life doesn't revolve around you. You think they're always gonna be hovering around living the carefree life with you, doing things you wanna do, well it ain't that way. Everyone wants a life, everyone wants to be happy. People seek out the option that gets them what they want with the least effort. It's the fact of life. It's easiest for people to pretend to be someone they're not than to be someone they really are. Why life sucks, why life is full of hypocrites, why life is loathed by me.
Life is based on few very simple ground rules. Everybody lies.
Sometimes I wish I've watched House like 7 years ago, imagine what life would have been. Not like there was House then, just metaphorically speaking. Everybody lies. I lie.
We can't trust anyone, and we can't rely on anyone. True statement, because in life, you don't always get what you want. Truth begins in lies. Understand it, relate it, do the math.
I like being alone, I like alienating the world. I've learnt to build mind barriers within myself. I can now choose to remember what is important and what is not and ignore what other people say sub-consciously. Cool eh? Well, after giving up on the world, that's what you get.
Anyways, my life routine has been rather mundane, but I kinda like it that way, it's like me during my 6 month break just adding in uni.
It's more like either going for classes, doing tute work or revising, watching House or Friends, eating, resting, playing DotA, and going for football.
To sum it up:
Classes, tute work or revising — 5%
Watching House or Friends — 70%
Eating & resting — 5%
Playing DotA — 5%
Football — 10%
Sleeping — 5%
Yes, I'm in love with House and Friends. Can't get myself to stop watching.
Weekends have arrived. Yay. TV shows, assignments, more TV shows, football, and even more TV shows. I think I can get used to living like this. (:
Life is better than I thought it would be. Heh. I suspect I have asthma, or maybe some kinda cool infection/disease like in House. Yeah, that'll prolly be it. ;D
*You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
