The days the doors close,
The echoes fill your soul,
They won't say which way to go,
Just trust your heart,
To find what you're here for,
Open another door,
But I'm not sure anymore,
It's just so hard.


Another month and I'll be back in Malaysia. The next month wouldn't really be something to look forward to. Make or break time. And it isn't just about the exams.

Life is never simple. Life never stops and wait for you. The choices we make defines us and decides whether what we have stands or falls. Okay, I've talked so much about that before but now it's really a reality check for me again.

One more time, in the hot seat, in that crucial time, that one moment, that one decision, that will change everything, or nothing.

Maybe I'm too worked up over nothing, maybe I'm not. Time will tell.


*Voices in my head tell me they know best,
Got me on the edge they're pushing, pushing, they're pushing,
I know they've got a plan,
But the ball's in my hands.